Monday, Monday

The Monday that I have been regretting would come actually came. I have been slightly sick all weekend with a cold and who knows what else and today I had to win my tournament raquetball game, however I have been feeling a bit naucious and stressed out. I ended up losing my game and this is just the beginning of a terrible week.

I know it's just a game and it doesn't really have an effect on my grade in the class, but it sucks making it so far and being 3rd place. I almost cried on my drive back home. I know I could have won the tournament. Oh well, it was fun.

My finals this week start wednesday. I have my written test in raquetball, a written test in wilderness skills, and a practical test in wilderness skills. Thursday I have a practical test in swimming, Friday a practical and written test in ropes coars, and a then I have my yellow belt test in karate on Saturday.

I feel unprepared for all these tests and no matter how hard or long that I study I'm going to feel unprepared. All I can do is pray the God will make up for my incompetency.

I just hope that I make it through this week without a breakdown.