The Decision

"Are you okay?"
with so many feelings left undefined
how to convey?

Grasping my head
as tears seem to be unstopable
nothing more said

Silence surrounds
everything is lost in darkness
in tears, screams drown

Hopes for the best
but expecting for the worst
hearts layed to rest

Decision made
nothing I could do
price to be paid

Torn in many ways
another cold November
passing the days